Habits.

Most people are creatures of habit. Mornings tend to go the same way, in the same order each morning, family rituals are basically habits peculiar to a particular group. 

Breaking habits can be incredibly difficult and making new ones seemingly impossible.

Giving up smoking is something that I've finally kicked...again. But it's been 51 days and I think the worst is over. 

It's probably my age (44eeek) but I'm feeling dissatisfied with my life and feeling the need to make some changes. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't change my family for the world, hubby and daughter are the centre of my life. It is what I have managed to achieved in my 44 yrs that disappoints me I guess. I always felt capable of more but never had the drive or any idea of what I wanted to do really, so I drifted into this and that.

I've done ok, I have a pretty good job that I'm actually pretty good at, but I dream of different.

So I'm trying something different, little things at first.

Getting up earlier and making some time for me; some meditation, some exercise, some changes in habits. I'll keep you updated on how it goes.